For every moment I spent giving you everything there was a moment of silence..
For every moment of love there was a moment of coldness.
For every moment I shared I shared good times there was a moment of lack of faith.
For every moment we spent speaking of the future there were moments on obsessing over the past ..
TRUE LOVE can not grow without willingness to let go of the past, can not grow with out speaking about your true emotions.
For those moments I spent caring so much now are the moments I care very little.
For the moments I spent wondering what I could do for you I forgot to take care of myself.
And for forgetting those moments I lost myself. As I sit here trying to gather myself and pick up the pieces I sit back and wonder how it all went wrong?
The answer is I gave you all the worth and left none for me.
— DL
You hide your emotions in distance..
You hide your true nature in a façade of coldness. You hide your love with pessimism..
You hide your hope with a blanket of fake emptiness, you see the world as unfair.
You see the world as unfair .
You see the world as pain you see the world as a place where maybe just maybe it will turn out ok..
The faith you run from, the love you tried too hide from, the hope you believe doesn’t exist, will one day catch up, will one day find your hiding spot, will one day make you a believer.
That will scare you more.
That will make you retreat and try and hide once more..
But, it will find you. It will hope for you and it will always take care of you...
— DL